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Sunday, 30 October 2016






...He came to me in the night hours in a dream after I had called out to Him for help.  I knew that I needed God in my life but I didn't know how to find Him.  I didn't have any Christian friends.  My family and friends had mostly departed from me because of circumstances in my life which had rendered me useless to them and to myself:  I had reached the point where I was crying out to God for help.

I would wander around my house saying "God have mercy on me, God have mercy on me.  I don't know where you are, God.  I don't know if You’re here or on a distant planet.  I just know that there’s an empty place in my heart that needs filling.  There’s an ache in my heart that I find unbearable.  There’s no joy in me, no life in me.  I’m filled with sadness and sorrow and I have no hope.  I know, God, that I need you.  Please help me, a sinner.  I don’t know if You have anything to do with love, but if you do I want to know You.”...


Wednesday, 19 October 2016

I Love My Mom



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I love my mom. Got a call to go to the hospital because she had been in a car accident. Rolled twice down a deep ditch. When I got there she was in the x-ray Dept so I had to wait. Finally, she comes rolling down the hall on her stretcher with the smile of an angel on her face. Face aglow, she says, “I told them all Jesus helped me”. Three broken ribs and a blood smear down her cheek and she is glowing with the most beautiful smile because she was able to share her Jesus.

Wednesday, 28 September 2016

Could I do this?



I am your friend, Ishi.  I am your best friend ...your ""bestie".  You need no other besides me.  When you look at the people in your life, see Me.  Hear Me.  I am in them to love you.  I am a voice inside all man.  I am the life of all who live and breathe within My creation, which is in Me.  I spoke and it is.  As it has always been, so is My existence now.  I have not changed.  I am neither white nor black nor young nor old nor slave nor free.  I am neither Hebrew, nor Armenian, nor Iranian, nor you; but all and in all.  There is no division within Me -  only One good and true, perfect artistic expression of My self-love and honor within all.  The evil you see is merely a colour on a page that is fantastically beautiful in its end.  I would not create anything less than perfection.  How can I be accused of making a people, an earth, a world where everything will end up ugly and mangled beyond My control?  Could I do this?  Could I create an ungoverned universe and still exist in all places with all sovereignty and perfect control?  Explain to Me how I should do this?  Did I not die to unify all in My perfection?  Did I not know the end from the beginning BEFORE the middle occurred?  Oh how arrogant the mind of My people who think they exist apart from me.  Apart from Me you would have been nothing.

Do you see?  You are no accident.  You have not bent my plan out of shape by your behaviours.  You cannot be lost to Me because you only exist by Me.  

We are One.  We Are One!  I will live My perfect life by you.  I have expressed My glorious being by you.  I will always be what I will be in the fabric of My own created One.  I Am, unchanging, as One who is always the same.  You don't change My mind, my pleasure, My heart, My soul.  We are one Word spoken and so we are.

Rest assured that what is true for one is also true for another.  We shall not be bound to any but Father, Truth, Life, Eternally Faithful,, Wise One, Counsellor, Friend, Essense (Fabric) of all.  I spoke who He is and I Am and We Are.  It can be no other way.  There is no otherworldly  reality and no other way in which we could be "saved".  I say we because from the beginning I Am already One with you.  We exist because He is.  We are in Him and He in us, so we are One breath, One life, one purpose.  Yes we are Purpose and every part has its role.  Rejoice in the head and know the heart.  I love you.
I think about what it would be like to be sitting here and have our house and town bombed.  I think of the toddler pulled from beneath the broken concrete slabs and rubble of his home in Aleppo.  

You are only seeing the middle.  There is no separation of end from beginning.  I am all and in all.  Take heart, little One.  Do not look for an end, but for eternity to be revealed in you.  I Am.  This is the truth, the ONLY TRUTH you must needs know is that I AM, and that you are in Me.



I close my eyes and I see no longer The two friends who are in the room with me, but God's plan in action ...being worked out in eternity.  I see Him.

Imagine Me Worthy





You have heard Me.  You have followed Me.  You have sought to be obedient.  Now I urge you to follow on to know Me.

Seek Me eagerly and you will find Me to be your lover, your best friend.  Your husband is a shadow and a sign to you.  In him you see Me, but through a glass, darkly.  Imagine a thousand and thousands times more joy, more earnest love, more more more ... Imagine Me worthy of your love and adoration.  Sing to Me a new song: open your heart.  Seek Me early and you will find Me.

Friday, 13 May 2016

I Am on Your Breath: a Love Letter from God, #8. Audio visual


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Never Alone

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I am both healer and healing.  Remember this concerning salvation of body, mind and soul.  But I have made you to be a spiritual blessing among many spirits made to be one body of Jesus.  As a woman absorbs her husband's seed into her very being, so that his DNA can be found to reside within and as her; so does the spiritual body of Christ Jesus become a part of you -- an indwelling, living, changing , and unifying force that can respond to the name of One.

You have been exulted to righteousness by the cleansing of the spirit of Jesus within you.  Your spirit is no longer your own; for it has been joined to Jesus and by being joined to Him you have been made one with all of the saints and believers.  This is His bride; my daughter.  I could no more send you out away from me than I could send my Son, for we have been made one in Him.  He has seeded you with Himself and so my essence dwells in you and you are mine.

It is not difficult to understand that only those who choose to be changed in Christ, My Son, are one bride unto Him, or that only these shall be called the sons of God.  A true bride goes willingly in to her husband's chambers knowing she will be changed.  She is willing to give up her identity as an individual accountable to none and joined to none.  If she is raped and forced to the bedroom of her groom, she has not chosen unity.  She will eagerly escape from the bonds of her enforced marriage and reject the seed planted within her.  She will neither water nor nourish it, that it might be ineffective within her.  The true wife welcomes the life that is planted into her very being by her groom.  She prepares herself for His coming in unto her and eagerly moves and works as his right arm.  They have become complete, one.

Those who do not choose to marry their saviour will be brought in by fire.  These are reconciled unto Me.  Death eludes them, for they have been made righteous in My Son, but they have not chosen him as husband, and He cannot rape to bring in a bride.  These are the citizens of the kingdom, created as was Adam in purity and in the image of the living God.  They walk freely on the blackboard of creation as did Adam and Eve, but they shall not enter into My rest because they rejected the offer of such great love when it was given unto them with pleading and gifts and suffering.

You ask, "Is faith not a gift?"  I say to you again that the bride looks eagerly for her bridegroom, and when she spies him among the lilies and the roses she calls out to him, "Art thou the bridegroom who my soul seeks?"  All who seek shall find and it shall be given unto them to have eyes to see and ears to hear and faith to believe what they can scarcely dare to believe.  For you are mine for delights, My beloved.  I sought you tenderly and you came looking for your love.  You did not desire to be left alone to follow your own way but desired that which is better.

So now, beloved, rest in My peaceful presence and be amazed at My plans for you, which though they might be heavy for a moment are filled with eternal grace.  You shall never be alone.  We are One.